Tuesday, December 30, 2008

.....NEW ONE....................

This is a new blog. Actually i have created one, but I created this.
I'm not sure why i created this new blog.
In fact, no one will really read this, or notice.
Maybe.....just maybe, I really need someone notice this and read.
It's hard, i know. I know this very well.
But, I have still been hoping and waiting for someone, or anyone can understand me.
I think, it's harder.
No one is capable to understand the other, even oneself.
If people are capable to understand each other, this world will have not been full of loneliness.

I'm all by myself...................

This is ironic.
I do want people to understand me.
But i scare people to understand me.
I scare that after knowing who I really am, they'll leave me behind.
They'll think that I'm not good for them.
I'm always pretending someone I'm not.
I'm tired of pretending.
Yes, I'm tired of that.

I'M WHO I AM







Will you accept the real me?