IDIOT

Great, I'm not stupid, but an idiot. I should not have overreacted over it. I should not have angry over it. I was really losing control. I felt kinda stupid and childish.

At the end, I did go to that website. What's the point of me doing this, after all? At the moment, I really didn't seem to be able to help myself. First glance, I did think that I was wrong. Double checked for it, okay, great, I was right about what I saw.


What to do? NOTHING. Nothing I can do.