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I know I'm getting the schedule of my days and nights reverse.
I used to stay late.
I feel so good when there's just only me.
I'm tired actually, but don't feel like sleeping.
What am I waiting for? or expecting?
I don't know.

This is a long holiday.
I really have been hoping that this will be a endless holiday.
I don't mind to stay at home.
I don't mind to do nothing everyday.
Unfortunately, my mum do mind.
I am just same as other normal people.
Graduate -----> getting a job -----> end of my life.
That's life all about, sad to know that.



Don't feel really fine.
Occasions are becoming more and more meaningless to me.
Nothing special now.
He really shouldn't have brought that up.
That's something I try so hard not to mention.
Not just not now, but not ever.
Maybe I've overly sensitive about that.
But it doesn't matter now.
I'm not care as much as before.
Yes, nothing important now.
Glad to know that.
Really..................................................................