LOST SLEEP

I try so hard to sleep, but it evades me. That is why at this time, I'm still sitting in front of my PC and posting now.

Actually, I've been waiting for the whole day. Erm........but now, I'm pretty sure that I'm just wasting my time. Maybe, I should give up now. I should stop this stupidity behavior. I should used to it already. I know it so well -- promise meant to be broken. What am I expecting? Really, I'm damn stupid. Just try not to think about it. This should not bother me.




2 January 2009.
Second day of 2009.
I've wasted my first day of the new year on stupid stuff.
Today will be another uneventful day,
just the same as every other day.
Maybe....tonight will get a chance to hang out with some friends.
Don't know, just wait for tonight.
However, better don't expect anything.
Don't...........